Sunday, September 30, 2007
had a tiring work
but which work dont feel tired?duh
anyways,heard about weiyi say about my daoness from sheena
let me talk about it here and maybe once again, explain more.
since sec 1-2 i been very flirt
as in flirt
which i realised in sec 3 onwards.
which make me changed to avoid girls
as in
-when i see my close or good friends(girls)
reaction comes to me
-avoid. pretended not to see them
and gradually, i used to it.
so i tends not to approach or start a conversation with girls (ppl which are not consider as friends)unless something important.
other reasons that i avoid/ dont start are:
when i feel the girl are too friendly as in will makes other misunderstood her.
when i feel the girls are too proud about her looks which make me feel that her concept is that all guys should come look and her and get her attentio just because she pretty.
totally turned me down.
and so on, that why maybe becos i dao. or maybe not.depend on how u look.
when people start to open up and chat with me, i will too.
anyways back to topic.
went home with sheena
got our pay
200+
damn.so little.
got so much things to pay
school fees to parents+learning of piano+installment of piano+600 for the repair of laptop.
how bad can it be?
next after chatting with sheena about school and the wei yi daoness
people began to sit next to us
as in we are orginally in different seat like i was sitting in front of her seat.
the two-seated yeah?
anyways, after tt a chinese lady sat next to me.
And when i was talking to sheena, she looked and looked.
after that sheena kept on laughing for i dont know what reasons
then kept on chatting till sheena reached her stop
and guess what?!
she played tennis
here it goes
Sheena:i played tennis 4 times a week as in goes for training outside school
Me:wa, must be pro.
Sheena: no la went for competition.
Me:pro le lo.
Sheena: no la, i hit the ball den u see it fly
Me:den got the "tink" sound rite
Sheena:you played tennis ah?
Me:no, sometimes only , in school with friends. you beginner or what?
Sheena:i learned for 8 years.
DAMN.
she must be pro.
and guess what
she learned piano,grade 1, ballet and tennis
awesome
*claps*
COOL
alright.
back again.
after she went home.
the chinese lady looked at me for 2 times which i counted.
den she began to talk to me
surprising.
here it goes.
She:you from china ah?
me:no. singaporean.why?
she: no la, the way you talk/accent like from china
me:oh, no la, i from singapore.you came to singapore for how many years?
she:3 years or more.you studying where?
me:poly.
she:oh poly.
me:wa!you know aht is poly ah.
she:my son now taking N level.
Me:oh what school?
she:yusof ishak, not a very good school
me:hanor hanor.
she: are u stress in poly
me: i think every poly got it different ways of teaching as in for our school,we been using laptops do research compared to other school which might be having papers or notes.
she:my son isnt good at english but others are okay
me:okay i think, the education level of singapore is getting higher and higher
She:are u from english educated family?
me: no la, my whole family speaks mandarin.you son the math very good rite
she:yeah, the 1st among the whole school.
reaching my stop
den i asked,
Me:so where u stop?
she:next next stop
me:oh.
she, explaining why she talk to me, cos i look like her son age
she:where yr stop
which i already at my stop
me:here,
poof* alight e bus.
Online
chatted with ah lian and christine
christine asked me whether i still remember her.
i still remember.
she said she changed, in a good way
i wonder, and hopefully too.
feel sad about my daoness,
so sms and tell ah lian
so online.
she was too.
chatted about it.
and told her about my "power"
which seldom people know.
the people that know are sharon and ah lian
after that began to use my power
by looking at ah lian face and feel for the type of girl she is
and also find out the reasons for the problem and so on.
ah lian said she also got the power.
lols.
after that she said that she hate the power too.
which i know why.
which makes me explain by feeling it.
and maybe becos it too overwhelming and remembering the past.
which make me regret and sort of disliking the "feeling"
and shed tears.
been long since i last shed.
TSK TSK
my scars are committment
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